Monster

Monster
 How should I feel?
 Creatures lie here
 Looking through the window
 Monster
 How should I feel?
 Creatures lie here
 Looking through the window
 Monster
 How should I feel?
 Creatures lie here
 Looking through the window
 I'm not afraid of the dark
 But I'm afraid of my heart
 And I'm afraid that everything is gonna fall apart
 Always afraid that things will never get better
 I went from writing down rhymes
 To typin' suicide letters
 Diagnosed with paranoia
 You can check my prescription
 I'm a manic depressive
 One of my many conditions
 I'm not a prophet or a sayer
 But I'm seein' a vision
 My life, it was beyond it on a one-way collision
 If ignorance is bliss
 Then I'd be void of any sorrow
 'Cause I don't wanna know the outcome
 Of today or tomorrow
 I just wanna hide inside my own private hell
 How could I ever get to heaven
 When so many angels fell?
 I'm just a human being
 And I'm just only bein' human
 With eternity and judgement
 From another always loomin'
 It's a wonder that I made it
 With these voices in my head
 With all these monsters at my window
 Starin' at me in my bed
 Monster
 How should I feel?
 Creatures lie here
 Looking through the window
 Monster
 How should I feel?
 Creatures lie here
 Looking through the window
 Monster
 How should I feel?
 Creatures lie here
 Looking through the window
 If you're a friend to me or kin to me
 An enemy or into me
 I'm beggin' on a bended knee
 Come and put an end to me
 Put me out my misery
 Permanently, no injury
 Tired of fightin' entities
 I'm runnin' out of energy
 Feel like a lost boy
 Searchin' for the answer
 Just waitin' on tragedy
 A heart attack or even cancer
 So many monsters hidin'
 Waitin' 'round the corner for us
 If life is like a song
 I'm at the verse and searchin' for the chorus
 Maybe I should stop or take a moment
 Put it in perspective
 Maybe I should take a knife
 Or take a life or get injected
 I just wanna go out
 On my own fuckin' terms
 Knowin' it was me that put me
 In the dirt and with the worms
 I think I'll pop another pill
 Try to heal the ill
 Wash it down with gasoline
 And light a match and that's for real
 But I'll just probably go to sleep
 And try to clear my head
 Hidin' from these monsters
 At my window, underneath my bed
 Monster
 How should I feel?
 Creatures lie here
 Looking through the window
 Monster
 How should I feel?
 Creatures lie here
 Looking through the window
 Monster
 How should I feel?
 Creatures lie here
 Looking through the window
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 Monster
 How should I feel?
 Creatures lie here
 Looking through the window
 Monster
 How should I feel?
 Creatures lie here
 Looking through the window
 Monster
 How should I feel?
 Creatures lie here
 Looking through the window
 Are we, for real, goin' to that party with Boondox tonight?
 What? Of course, man, that jamboree, get-down, shindig, woo-hoo! Party with possums, woo-hoo!
 Gas up the General Lee!