Angel or Alien

Lost inside my head, save my place in heaven
 Goodbyes sink like lead, pierced, ripped and falling
 More than a dream, I'm awake in my sleep
 You know I'm longing for you, the same longing I need
 Pushing away every turn there's no reaction
 I see everything you believed was incomplete
 This is not what I thought it would be
 When you came back around
 Came back so carelessly, so carelessly
 Lost inside my head, save my place in heaven
 Goodbyes sink like lead, pierced, ripped and falling
 More than a dream, I'm awake in my sleep
 You know I'm longing for you, the same longing I need
 Heartless machine
 Built to destroy me
 Negative being
 Angel or alien?
 Moments make me feel connected
 Make me feel like I'm an addict
 Our paths don't match, guarding what was had
 Love was nothing but our history
 Lost inside my head, save my place in heaven
 Goodbyes sink like lead, pierced, ripped and falling
 More than a dream, I'm awake in my sleep
 You know I'm longing for you, the same longing I need
 We tried, we were not speaking
 We lied, there was no reason
 Sometimes I needed control of my spirit and my soul
 Those are possessions of mine, they are not leaving
 I thought you wanted to see if I feel, if I bleed
 We tried but it was for all the wrong reasons
 You always needed control, no matter what would unfold
 We tried but it was for all the wrong reasons
 Lost inside my head, save my place in heaven
 Goodbyes sink like lead, pierced, ripped and falling
 More than a dream, I'm awake in my sleep
 You know I'm longing for you, the same longing I need
 
 Lost inside my head, save my place in heaven
 Goodbyes sink like lead, pierced, ripped and falling
 More than a dream, I'm awake in my sleep
 You know I'm longing for you, the same longing I need
 Pushing away every turn there's no reaction
 I see everything you believed was incomplete
 This is not what I thought it would be
 When you came back around
 Came back so carelessly, so carelessly
 Lost inside my head, save my place in heaven
 Goodbyes sink like lead, pierced, ripped and falling
 More than a dream, I'm awake in my sleep
 You know I'm longing for you, the same longing I need
 Heartless machine
 Built to destroy me
 Negative being
 Angel or alien?
 Moments make me feel connected
 Make me feel like I'm an addict
 Our paths don't match, guarding what was had
 Love was nothing but our history
 Lost inside my head, save my place in heaven
 Goodbyes sink like lead, pierced, ripped and falling
 More than a dream, I'm awake in my sleep
 You know I'm longing for you, the same longing I need
 We tried, we were not speaking
 We lied, there was no reason
 Sometimes I needed control of my spirit and my soul
 Those are possessions of mine, they are not leaving
 I thought you wanted to see if I feel, if I bleed
 We tried but it was for all the wrong reasons
 You always needed control, no matter what would unfold
 We tried but it was for all the wrong reasons
 Lost inside my head, save my place in heaven
 Goodbyes sink like lead, pierced, ripped and falling
 More than a dream, I'm awake in my sleep
 You know I'm longing for you, the same longing I need