rest up

All by myself, 4:30 a.m.
 Why can't I sleep now?
 I feel the urge to call you again
 I know it's not real, just stuck on repeat
 I'm sorry, but I never intended
 To put this weight on you
 But, honey, I...
 Darling, I'm trying to get better
 I keep forgetting these things that are important to me
 Darkness gets stuck on my mind
 And I get blinded
 I wish I could get a break, so I can rest up
 And I could finally see what really matters to me
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 Woke up again
 What can I do to get my shit together?
 I thought the nights were made for sleeping tight
 They just blind my sight
 In my head, I fight
 Such a waste of time, yeah
 I keep forgetting these things that are important to me
 Darkness gets stuck on my mind
 And I get blinded
 I wish I could get a break, so I can rest up
 And I could finally see what really matters to me
 But, honey, I...
 Darling, I'm trying to get better
 
 Darling, I...
 Honey, I'm trying to get better