mom i think im gay

Kinda felt like this since I was 15
 Please kill me, you're so pretty and I'm so blue
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 Kinda love you, but I hate you, too
 Can I blush, would you hate me to? And I'm sorry
 (Ain't it just a bitch?)
 You'd look just like Heaven if I ever get to go
 So be my bread and body
 Take me as I am
 A lady, I'll be your tramp
 Don't wanna be your friend again
 If you wanna hold my hand
 I'll let you, I'll be your man
 Don't wanna be your friend again
 She wears a chain and destroyed my heart
 Don't know how to tell my mom that it's you I want
 (I know you're waiting for an answer)
 'Cause you'd look just like Heaven if I ever get to go
 So be my bread and body
 Take me as I am
 A lady, I'll be your tramp
 Don't wanna be your friend again
 If you wanna hold my hand
 I'll let you, I'll be your man
 Don't wanna be your friend again