Waking

I dialed 911 a long time ago.
 Now I see how late they're reacting.
 Here shakes a former lovers/husband,
 And there lies the wife of a train wreck just waiting to happen
 My God:
 Make this a dream because I really can't believe that she's gone
 (I'm not here and this isn't happening)
 Make this a dream because I really can't believe that she's gone
 (We'll wake up and she'll be next to me)
 I can't believe that she's gone
 Marvel as this madman, as this makeshift-monster rips through the room.
 Watch in fear as he comes completely unglued.
 Gaze in horror and amazement for a frightening instant
 As he christens the walls with broken bottles of perfume.
 Her few, final moments must have been a nightmare in waking
 Victimized, violently shaking.
 My God:
 Make this a dream because I really can't believe that she's gone
 (I'm not here and this isn't happening)
 Make this a dream because I really can't believe that she's gone
 (we'll wake up and she'll be next to me)
 Make this a dream because I really can't believe that she's gone
 (I'm not here and this isn't happening)
 Make this a dream because I really can't believe that she's gone
 (We'll wake up and she'll be next to me)
 I can't breathe...
 (I don't deserve to take these breaths)
 All I need
 (Is to sit and rest my head)
 On my knees
 (The ambulance and police will be here soon)
 I can't see
 I CAN'T FEEL, numb to everything
 I CAN'T FEEL, numb to everything
 I CAN'T FEEL, numb to everything
 Except my body shuting down as they enter my home.
 Make this a dream, because I really can't believe that she's gone
 (Make this a dream, because I really can't believe that she's gone)
 Make this a dream, because I really can't believe that she's gone
 (Make this a dream, because I really can't believe that she's gone)
 MAKE THIS A DREAM, because I really can't believe that she's gone
 (Make this a dream, because I really can't believe that she's gone)
 MAKE THIS A DREAM, because I really can't believe that she's gone
 Make this a dream because I really can't believe that she's gone
 (I'm not here and this isn't happening)
 Make this a dream because I really can't believe that she's gone
 (We'll wake up and she'll be next to me)
 MAKE THIS A DREAM because I really can't believe that she's gone
 (I'm not here and this isn't happening)
 MAKE THIS A DREAM because I really can't believe that she's gone
 (We'll wake up and she'll be next to me)