Contigo (with Powfu)

Things weren't ever meant to end this way
 I know I fucked it up enough, what can I say?
 I'm sorry, I can't seem to make you stay
 I promise I won't put you through that pain
 I wanna be contigo
 But you're not in love with me, so
 All of this love turns me cold
 Enough to turn away
 I wanna be contigo
 More than I wanna be free, if that's okay
 And I don't wanna make you go
 But what more is there to chase?
 Contigo, what's that really mean, though?
 Giving you attention every second, buying Cheetos
 Kilos, bragging to my mama and el chicos
 No, this won't take one night (duh, ayy)
 I know it's all my fault for bouncing off the walls
 I would say I'm free, then I would miss your calls
 Spending dumb amounts and losing count of my sorrys
 You'd be crying all night, I know
 I wanna be contigo
 But you're not in love with me, so
 All of this love turns me cold
 Enough to turn away
 I wanna be contigo
 More than I wanna be free, if that's okay
 And I don't wanna make you go
 But what more is there to chase?
 Yeah, I'm falling in and out of sleep, I don't seem to see
 Sheep, and I don't clean the sheets, I'm falling seamlessl
 We don't need to be repeating all our fantasies
 I'm falling for the beat, tryna figure how to breathe
 But they never taught me how, surfing through the clouds
 Speak loud enough about being here and now
 Never thought that I would ever get to hear the crowd
 Ground's hitting now, guess I wasn't ever found
 Oh no, you got me stressed out
 Looks like I won't be getting rest now
 And I'm home, but my head's living in clouds
 Never liked my hometown, never got to get loud
 And I hope you'll come around soon
 I know, you think of me too
 There's no need for you to be rude
 Wanna be with you
 I wanna be contigo
 But you're not in love with me, so
 All of this love turns me cold
 Enough to turn away
 I wanna be contigo
 More than I wanna be free, if that's okay
 And I don't wanna make you go
 But what more is there to chase?