Smile Again (feat. Ky Rodgers)

I knew my life wouldn't be the same
 Memories just feed the pain
 Realized it's me that's stained
 When you left it was me that changed
 But I can't understand 'cause it don't make sense
 I'ma grown man why I feel like this?
 A hundred proof shots can't heal my shit
 I drink to the things I feel I missed
 Life's too short, you left too soon
 Climbing these walls I need more room
 Feel like I'm fallin' back in the gloom
 Tryna let go got mortgage soon
 The pain might leave for a moment or two
 But I know it'll be back soon
 Tryna smile 'til it comes back 'round
 So many thoughts that i just can't drown
 You said you'd never leave me stranded
 So how was I supposed to know
 This ain't the way that I planned it
 I never thought I'd have to let you go
 Would I be wrong if I tried to smile again? Yeah
 I try to be strong but the pain I hide within, yeah
 Keeps gettin' the best of me
 I'm shattered
 There ain't no recipe for my disaster
 Would I be wrong if I tried to smile again?
 Be strong for the ones you love
 Don't ever let them see you cry
 Am I wrong for tryna be tough?
 Hell I never thought heroes died
 Fairytale endings are all just lies
 Thought that they weren't and got hit by surprise
 The truth is when you hit your grave
 What I wouldn't give just to have one more day
 I'd give it all up just to have one minute
 Of my life now with you back in it
 If you could see me right now you'd be proud
 Everything you taught me is how I'm livin' right now
 Too little too late, I can change me but I can't change fate
 I hope you're up there lookin' down on us
 Forgive me for the man I was
 You said you'd never leave me stranded
 So how was I supposed to know?
 This ain't the way that I planned it
 I never thought I'd have to let you go
 Would I be wrong if I tried to smile again? Yeah
 I try to be strong but the pain I hide within, yeah
 Keeps gettin' the best of me
 I'm shattered
 There ain't no recipe for my disaster
 Would I be wrong if I tried to smile again?