Finger on the Trigger

Lord, please forgive me for what I'm about to do
 But I'm running on empty
 My options are few
 You know that I did the best
 The best that I can
 But I've done hit rock bottom
 My time is at hand
 Yeah 'cause I lost my job
 My bills are gettin' bigger
 Got a cryin' baby
 'Bout to lose my mind
 Hundred dollar habit
 Ain't got a penny
 Woman ran off with a friend of mine
 I can't keep a job
 I'm too f*cked up
 DHS about to take my kids
 Tryin' to get well
 I keep gettin' sicker
 Got me sittin' in the parkin' lot
 My finger on the trigger
 Got me sittin' in the parkin' lot
 My finger on the trigger
 You know that I never meant to hurt anyone
 And I'll face the consequences for all the things I've done
 Lord sometimes I wonder
 If you're even there
 'Cause my burden's back breakin'
 It's more than I can bare
 Yeah 'cause I lost my job
 My bills are gettin' bigger
 Got a cryin' baby
 'Bout to lose my mind
 Hundred dollar habit
 Ain't got a penny
 Woman ran off with a friend of mine
 I can't keep a job
 I'm too f*cked up
 DHS about to take my kids
 Tryin' to get well
 I keep gettin' sicker
 Got me sittin' in the parkin' lot
 My finger on the trigger
 Sittin' in the parkin' lot
 My finger on the trigger
 Sittin' in the parkin' lot
 My finger on the trigger
 'Cause I lost my job
 My bills are gettin' bigger
 Cryin' baby
 'Bout to lose my mind
 Hundred dollar habit
 Ain't got a penny
 Woman ran off with a friend of mine
 I can't keep a job
 I'm too f*cked up
 DHS about to take my kids
 Tryin' to get well
 I keep gettin' sicker
 Got me sittin' in the parkin' lot
 My finger on the trigger
 Got me sittin' in the parkin' lot
 My finger on the trigger
 Sittin' in the parkin' lot
 My finger on the trigger
 Sittin' in the parkin' lot
 My finger on the trigger