Can't Run Away

Hat of greens shows symmetry
 In front of hat, alone, sits me
 Fourth day
 I don't want it anyway
 To be reliving
 It won't be that bad again because
 It can't amount in comparison
 (I should intimidate you and you should intimidate yourself!)
 Thirty minutes of make-up
 For all to see but you
 Are not what I want you to be
 Universal, there
 At three AM on the first of a year
 When it started, I'm not sure
 In a jumper, with a bracelet
 In a jumper, with a bracelet
 On your right wrist
 That turns with a golden knob
 Opening amidst a dense yellow light, fade
 To reveal an infinite sky
 (And juxtaposed to the accelerating swell of the musical score
 pushes it's audience to realize just what is ahead:
 the characters' fear and the physical manifestation of their hopes and dreams
 coming closer and closer and closer
 and closer and closer and closer and
 Kiss me!)
 My dad says things that make me laugh
 He meows Tom Petty songs and that's why I stay
 Unlike running water, can't run away
 There are more here than merely bodies
 Things without fear of surrounding me
 Branches to catch me falling
 Perhaps someone who understands
 When I say I'm sad I mean it
 And that there is no excuse, I need this
 What I said about hat of greens
 Led me to see that my superimposition of a face
 Upon a poster on it's way
 Arriving any day, that will accompany me every night
 In a welcoming of rest
 Tacked onto the drywall surrounding me
 Will probably return me to this fading
 The sky being a bedroom
 "Kiss me!"
 But I don't want to