A Breath Full of Doubts

this is not the end
 I take a breath full of doubts
 I don't belive in anything
 the waves are crashing down on me
 I'm standing at the edge of my grave
 I've tried so hard to find any reason for me to belive
 take it away
 I broke apart and you noticed that I never give a
 fuck
 and I won't talk I won't say a word
 again I fucking hate this world
 someone save me from myself
 everything seems useless
 this is the way the lessons are learned
 you'll never wake up
 kill the lights
 kill these sounds
 let me start again
 take a breath
 just let go
 I will start again
 as everything is passing by
 I try to move on
 a new hope for tomorrow
 I've grown
 belive me this is not the end
 release me and kill the memories