A Sorry Lullaby

Listen to my crackly voice
 It's been secluded for too long
 Chewing black nettle
 Trifled with your thoughts, I belong
 To this endless sorry lullaby
 Homeless, homesick and handcuffed
 I'm praying for a way to get by
 With my frozen nose cause it's stuffed
 A glance at your conscious
 As it fades out, walks out on me
 While mine keeps lurking
 In the shade of yawns you set free
 And on I sing this sorry lullaby
 Apologies and regrets
 I ask myself are you still nearby?
 You said "She deserves what she gets"
 Forgive me, I feel contemptuous
 Towards you and myself
 And I can't take the bare truth
 As I'm casting you adrift
 Unique opportunities
 Ruined by my logic you broke
 I'm confused but it's too late
 Mental block killed my true bloke
 To you I sing this sorry lullaby
 I sowed the seeds of this harvest
 Asleep you are, you'll never know why
 I've never been fucking honest
 (Now)
 Sleep tight
 (Now)
 You were right
 (Now)
 You won't notice I cry
 Sleep tight
 (Now)
 Listen
 You were right
 (Now)
 Sleep tight
 (Now)
 You were right
 (Now)
 Sleep tight
 You were