Misery

I know it's wrong but what can I do?
 Can't help myself whenever I see you
 I have these thoughts and I want to confess
 I want to get it off my chest
 But nobody's listening, nobody's listening
 What more can we say when we've said it all?
 I lost my nerve and the way with all
 You see right through me when you look in my eyes
 And I try to apologize
 But nobody's listening, nobody's listening
 It's been so long since I've seen you
 I've found another to cling to
 Put me out of my misery
 'Cause I can't help myself anymore
 I've become my own worst enemy
 You say it's weakness and I can't resist
 A kiss on the cheek and a slap on my wrist
 In a blink of an eye it all disappears
 And again I've brought you to tears
 But nobody's listening, nobody's listening
 When every time I open my mouth
 Another page of the book torn out
 Put me out of my misery
 'Cause I can't help myself anymore
 I've become my own worst enemy
 (Put me out of my misery)
 Don't wanna change it
 The days are long and the nights go slow
 And the clouds roll in and the cold winds blow
 And I wanna go home, I wanna be there with you
 And I know that you're lonely and you need me too
 And I wish I could touch you
 I wanna reach out and touch you
 If I could reach out and touch you
 Put me out of my misery
 'Cause I can't help myself anymore
 I've become my own worst enemy
 You're so familiar like I've seen you before
 My eyes pop out and my jaw hits the floor
 I'm on my knees, I can't take anymore
 I've got to get you out of my memory
 Put me out of my misery