Until...

I've been
 So lost
 Lately I wanna give up but I
 Can't
 Break
 My trust
 And the promises I can't just break them all
 Til the stars in the roof
 I can't give up on the mission
 Til the ball's in the hoop
 I won't celebrate the winnings
 Til I'm on with a coupe
 Shooting stars in the ceiling
 Making wishes on what's coming diamond chains with Carti' vision
 If I'm wrong I'll die to be right but my
 My thoughts keep saying I might
 I might take a fall and end up just fine
 But it's time to risk it all so I'm finna throw the dice like
 It's so hard for me to vent, no one else could know the pressure
 And that's why I love my diamonds they don't talk but it's better
 Lately found my way of coping is to put together letters
 Ain't gon lie to y'all so truthfully my mental's under weather
 All these factors
 Piling piling in
 Cause all these actors
 Trynna vibe again
 Fake love with me, saying they got your six
 I turned around to a knife ain't that a bitch
 I've been
 So lost
 Lately I wanna give up but I
 Can't
 Break
 My trust
 And the promises I can't just break them all
 Til the stars in the roof
 I can't give up on the mission
 Til the ball's in the hoop
 I won't celebrate the winnings
 Til I'm on with a coupe
 Shooting stars in the ceiling
 Making wishes on what's coming diamond chains with Carti' vision
 If I'm wrong I'll die to be right but my
 My thoughts keep saying I might
 I might take a fall and end up just fine
 But it's time to risk it all so I'm finna throw the dice like
 And I ain't saying I'm ungrateful with the process
 Figured that I'd say it cause they love to play with context
 Heard they Trynna beef with me I promise ain't no contest
 Even then I couldn't pay no mind to things that's harmless
 Sometimes I sit
 And I just look at the sky
 And think about these days
 And how they pass me by
 I really hope I win
 I know I've been just fine
 But it's so hard to be content my brain don't want me alive
 I've been
 So lost
 Lately I wanna give up but I
 Can't
 Break
 My trust
 And the promises I can't just break them all
 Til the stars in the roof
 I can't give up on the mission
 Til the ball's in the hoop
 I won't celebrate the winnings
 Til I'm on with a coupe
 Shooting stars in the ceiling
 Making wishes on what's coming diamond chains with Carti' vision
 If I'm wrong I'll die to be right but my
 My thoughts keep saying I might
 I might take a fall and end up just fine
 But it's time to risk it all so I'm finna throw the dice like