Redeeming A Monster

Dear Self
 Stop eating your own foot
 Try saying something worth listening to
 Cause every time you cover up
 Your problems you say
 "This was the last time
 I'll never do it again"
 To feel like I
 Never really knew you at all
 So lets give this some time
 And maybe it will resolve itself
 (Maybe Maybe)
 I'm so tired of
 (Maybe We'll be)
 Making the same mistakes
 I lost myself
 So long ago
 I hid my sins
 Where I thought no one would know
 When every time
 I look back I see
 The person you used to love in me
 And it gets so hard
 To see
 My own reflection sometimes
 I'm standing unconscious
 And I'm ready to wake up
 I hope you brought
 Some color with you
 Cause these lines get grayer from here on out
 The Deeper we go!
 I lost myself
 So long ago
 I hid my sins
 Where I thought no one would know
 When every time
 I look back I see
 The person you used to love in me
 In Me
 You can't stop me from making the same mistakes
 Can't stop me from making the same mistakes
 You can't stop me from making the same mistakes
 Making the same mistakes
 You can't stop me from making the same mistakes
 Can't stop me from making the same mistakes
 You can't stop me from making the same mistakes!
 (I'm pleading
 For just a little more time
 To heal myself)
 And I'm hoping your still here
 As I walk up to your door
 But you're gone