Lessons

At the end of the day
 When you're sat with yourself
 Starring in the mirror
 It's either lessons
 Or it's blessings
 And I've got plenty of both
 Listen
 Broken I'm beaten
 The coldest of seasons
 Smoking I'm bleeding
 The oldest of reasons
 Sat in resentment that started as love
 Inside it's treason that's breaking the trust
 Haters from distance are jealous when close
 Sky is the limit where jealousy goes
 Just where it's taken, see nobody knows
 Circle of karma cause energy flows
 Guilty the victims of demons that torture
 Deep in the lesson to see what it taught ya
 Staring at self
 That shit can get awkward
 Reflections of doubt
 You can't go forward
 And I know that I messed up
 Trying to find forgiveness too
 But
 I'm forgiving you
 All this shit that's on my mind
 I can't unsee but I feel blind
 Lights are bright it's in my eyes
 The shades are on It's dark outside
 All this shit that's on my mind
 I can't unsee but I feel blind
 Lights are bright it's in my eyes
 The Shades are on It's dark outside
 All this love that I have to give
 To love myself yeah it's time to spit
 Burned alive the life I lived
 Done with that and I'm born relit
 It's only now that I'm learning lessons
 Sun in eyes yeah I check my blessing
 Here and now yeah I'm slowly stepping
 Me vs me and my patience tested
 Faith in spirit yeah it's deep ingrained
 To wait sit with it yeah I know it's pain
 Peace I seek and truth itself
 With sleep beneath the lies they stain
 Scars on skin yeah they got a story
 Scars within they reassure me
 Letterhead address it dear me
 Letterhead address it dear me
 All this shit that's on my mind
 I can't unsee but I feel blind
 Lights are bright it's in my eyes
 The shades are on It's dark outside
 All this shit that's on my mind
 I can't unsee but I feel blind
 Lights are bright it's in my eyes
 The shades are on It's dark outside yeah
 It's dark outside
 It's dark
 It's dark
 It's dark
 It's dark
 It's dark
 It's dark
 It's dark
 Outside
 Outside
 Outside