Pain

Thomas Mellor
 Ah, they say life's not about waiting for the storm to pass
 It's about learning to dance in the rain
 Bugzy Malone
 You know? Watch this
 It's not physical pain, it's psychological pain
 Emotionally scarred so bad I was wearing a mask-like Bane
 Not an actual mask, a psychological mask
 What do you find that mad?
 What about a kid that had to find his dad
 Only to find that he didn't like him back
 Not physical pain, psychological pain
 I seen it from the beginning, I was there on the wedding day
 The happiest kid in the world when I'd seen the smile on my mum's face
 I thought it was real
 I heard the vows, I threw the confetti
 Little did I know it was fake
 Not physical pain, it's psychological pain
 Everything I loved in life just went up in flames
 I went from cold to freezing
 I watched the family break into pieces
 I thought that adults could iron out creases
 I thought family was cousins and nephews and nieces, not arguments and police
 Not physical pain, it's psychological pain
 And if you look closely enough you can see the pain in my face
 All the confusion, too many lies
 It's all an illusion, nobody tries to understand
 You get kicked to the curb and nobody says one word
 I'm a bad boy and I know why
 I get mad 'cause I said I won't cry
 And the pain runs deeper than the blue sea, but the tears they will never run dry
 You're looking at a bad boy, bad bad boy
 Bad boy, bad bad boy
 Bad boy, bad bad boy
 Bad boy, bad bad boy
 I'm a bad boy and I know why
 I get mad 'cause I said I won't cry
 And the pain runs deeper than the blue sea, but the tears they will never run dry
 You're looking at a bad boy, bad bad boy
 Bad boy, bad bad boy
 Bad boy, bad bad boy
 Bad boy, bad bad boy
 Ya, it's not physical pain, it's psychological pain
 And I'd be lying to myself if I said I didn't miss Dane
 I watched him come from Jamaica
 Sat with him playing on Sega
 Sat thinking about paper
 Me and him were the same age, and it just meant that we were rebellious by nature
 Physical pain, psychological pain
 They sent him back, while I was sat locked up in a cage
 I hit the roadside pissed, told him over the phone, "Wait there I'll bring him home"
 Tried to make money in time, but it was too late
 It's not physical pain, it's psychological pain
 They told me he fell from a bus and got bleeding on the brain
 I prayed to the Lord, bring him back if he could live normal
 He was in a coma, no-one's immortal
 Turns out his condition was awful, it must have been fate
 It's not physical pain, it's psychological pain
 And if the storm don't pass then I'm going to dance in the rain
 'Cause no matter what I'm a soldier, the world gets colder and colder
 Every day that I get older I realize that life's way to short to play games
 I'm a bad boy and I know why
 I get mad 'cause I said I won't cry
 And the pain runs deeper than the blue sea, but the tears they will never run dry
 You're looking at a bad boy, bad bad boy
 Bad boy, bad bad boy
 Bad boy, bad bad boy
 Bad boy, bad bad boy
 I'm a bad boy and I know why
 I get mad 'cause I said I won't cry
 And the pain runs deeper than the blue sea, but the tears they will never run dry
 You're looking at a bad boy, bad bad boy
 Bad boy, bad bad boy
 Bad boy, bad bad boy
 Bad boy, bad bad boy
 Bad boy, bad bad boy
 Bad boy, bad bad boy
 Bad boy, bad bad boy
 Bad boy, bad bad boy