Where to Start

I don't know where to start
 I don't know where to start with you
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 You turn me back into a child
 Erratic, desperate, sad and wild
 I'm always settling, caving in, stuck again
 Breathe it in, fake the win, and break again
 And I don't know where to start
 I don't know where to start with you
 Running your face through ice cold water
 Quick sugar rush, blood in the shower
 I read your mind through the flash in your eyes
 There's nowhere to go, out of reasons to try and
 I don't know where to start
 I don't know where to start with you
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 I live for you to tear me apart
 Relics of a dream survived by you
 I was mad for it right from the start
 Suffer in desire when I see you
 Turn me back into a child
 Instantaneously riled
 I was better then, back again, ambien
 Fuck the win, are you in, are you in?
 And I don't know where to start
 I don't know where to start with you
 Running your face through ice cold water
 Quick sugar rush, blood in the shower
 I read your mind through the flash in your eyes
 There's nowhere to go out of reasons to try and
 Say it, say it like you mean it
 Say it, say it
 Say it, say it like you mean it
 I don't wanna win, I don't wanna win (say it, say it, say it, say it)
 I don't wanna win, I dont wanna win (say it, say it, say it, say it)
 Running your face through ice cold water
 Quick sugar rush, blood in the shower
 I read your mind through the flash in your eyes
 There's nowhere to go out of reasons to try and
 I don't know where to start
 I don't know where to start with you
 I don't know where to start
 I don't know where to start with you