I'm Only Laughing On The Outside

To see elation
 Spread across your timeless face
 Be proud of me
 Proud of what I tried to become
 Regardless of our heavy hearts
 We'll carry on we'll carry on
 Regardless of our anxious thoughts
 On how we think it might all end
 The land is dead
 Our backs are bent
 Our eyes have turned from gray to red
 Still the villages are crying out
 What do they have to sing about
 Are you gonna be with me
 I can hear them singing through the night
 Don't be dancing with the devil
 In the pale moonlight
 I can see the towns from way up here
 The little lights are burning brightly
 And getting stronger
 The children singing made up songs
 But they sound so familiar
 The son's so familiar
 How long must we wait
 How great thou art
 We've been looking for connection
 Can we all break free from this
 The situation the undercurrent
 Stop pulling me further and further away
 God will not be called dead
 He will show himself strong
 In due time