Therapy

Have you ever felt a pain, a flame so hot a continuous burning?
 The fire within, then death brings an end
 It feeds on my soul and then I lose control
 The pain that I feel, you just can't explain
 Until someone you loved has taken away
 Taken away, I can't explain feeds on my soul, a continuous burning
 To live everyday and see no future
 I struggle to advance but I only see your success
 I once was part but, now I'm just forgot
 It's easy to see now I hold this hate
 Hope is all I have for you
 That when you are done that you are forgot too
 Now when I recall, the time seemed to short
 He left this world unwillingly but, accepted deaths warrant
 The memories are all I have, now I share them with you
 You'll never know my sorrow until it happens to you
 When I recall, happened so fast!
 I'll never understand why he died that day
 Always swarming thoughts of what life has brought
 We will find salvation
 Isn't that what we're laught?
 Today and tomorrow, I will never forget
 Just now fast his life has ended
 Can't stop feeling? I can't stop wanting
 Can't stop hiding? I can't stop being
 Can't stop burning? I can't stop hating
 Can't stop seeing? you can't stop destiny
 Now you know my pain
 I live with it everyday until
 I can find my way
 The fire is within, then death brings an end
 It feeds on my soul and then I lose control
 The pain that I feel, you just can't explain
 Until someone you loved has taken away
 Taken away, happened so fast
 I'll never understand why he died that day...
 To live everyday and see no future
 I struggle to advance but I only see your success
 I once was part but, now I'm just forgot
 It's easy to see that I suffer so, this is my therapy...