Abuse To Confuse

Self abuse, where is this leading
 Keep it up, abuse those feelings
 First dying inside
 So die inside
 Inject that fix daily and keep walking that path
 Look forward to where you're going
 Today may be your last
 Day of living
 It's annoying you could be so weak
 You had the choice to live your life
 But death was what you sought
 Betrayed all those around you once again
 Too out of it to see through
 What a shame
 Why did you ever choose that path
 Wrong turn
 Abuse to confuse
 What ever led you down the wrong path
 What ever crushed your will
 You cut the life out of someone else
 What possessed you
 How can you justify this
 Self abuse, where's this leading
 Inject that fix daily
 First dying inside
 Today may be your last
 Abuse to confuse