Watership Down

Well i'm counting down the days. until you say
 that we can talk again. and then try to reason.
 please don't hang up now. i just need a moment.
 i've cried my last i swear. so please hear me out.
 i just can't wait for tomorrow. to feel alright
 about myself. i always wait for tomorrow. tomorrow
 is my whole life. if i can make it through the next
 five minutes. i might be alright tonight. it's not
 alright. never again will i be content. it's not
 alright. it's a conflict between my head. my heart.
 my hands. sinking never felt so right to me before.
 because i know you would push me down. please just
 tell me. maybe we can work this out. because i can't
 take this anymore. you say it's alright. it's not
 alright. it's not alright