The Sirens Of Titan

I swear to end this
 I swear to end this now
 I fade away, stacking day upon every fucking day
 I've lost myself in the blood of heavy fucking April rains
 Mistakes are made, regret the weight
 Regret, this weight hangs one foot in the fucking grave
 My back, a lifelong scarring
 It never fucking heals
 Through the sores of embedded fucking knives
 I suffer every day just to deal
 I swear to end this now
 Back pocket full of broken hearts and I don't feel a fucking thing
 I've tried to shed this mark but I just can't shake its fucking stain
 The shards of this cut through this longing wrist
 The shards of a broken heart cut through this longing wrist
 My back, a lifelong scarring
 It never fucking heals
 Through the sores of embedded fucking knives
 I suffer every day just to deal
 I suffer everyday just to deal
 I'm fighting every day just to feel