Worst Day of My Life

I just had the worst day of my motherfucking life
 I'm tryna act like nothing wrong
 But I can't do nothing right
 So I'm about to break down
 'Bout to lose my fucking mind
 If I can make it through today
 They said tomorrow I'll be fine, yeah
 Why can't I get out of my bed?
 Thoughts I can't get out of my head
 Got blacked out maxed out my credit card
 Why can't I get out of my debt?
 Chasing the feel-good feel real good
 But then I feel worse, feel better off dead
 Red pill, blue pill, one pill, two pill, ope
 I just ran out of my meds
 My whole life is a mess that I can't clean up
 A bully that I can't beat up
 Can't slow down though, I gotta speed up
 Got a lotta up keep that I can't keep up
 One step forward, two step backward
 Everyday's a new disaster
 Wonder if I turn the page
 Will I get through this chapter?
 I just had the worst day of my motherfucking life
 I'm tryna act like nothing wrong
 But I can't do nothing right
 So I'm about to break down
 'Bout to lose my fucking mind
 If I can make it through today
 They said tomorrow I'll be fine, yeah
 I've been down this road before
 But I don't think I've ever been down this low
 I've been sad but I don't know why
 Think I lost my mind, but I found it though
 I just want someone to text me back
 Exept when the bank say "balance low"
 I just want someone to let me vent
 And not judge a motherfucker like a talent show
 Maybe I'm overdramatic and all my emotion erratic
 I'm prolly just overreacting
 But maybe I'm not, maybe the story I tell is supposed to be tragic
 If I try to bottle my thoughts
 I end up busting the glass or popping a hole in the plastic
 I wear my heart on my sleeve
 Like I got it sewn in the fabric
 I got some bad vibrations (Bad vibrations)
 I'm tryna stay clean on the low
 I know that's high maintenance (That's high maintenance)
 I got a lotta reason to go and I
 might not make it (I might not make it)
 I got a lotta days like these and it test my patience
 And I can't take it, I can't take it
 I just had the worst day of my motherfucking life
 Tryna act like nothing wrong
 But I can't do nothing right
 So I'm about to break down
 'Bout to lose my fucking mind
 If I can make it through today
 They said tomorrow I'll be fine, yeah
 This shit gonna be okay (This shit gonna be okay)
 This shit gonna be alright (This shit gonna be alright)
 This shit gonna be okay (This shit gonna be okay)
 This shit gonna be alright (This shit gonna be alright)