Bleach

I'm not fine
 I'm caught between the lines
 That I don't see
 I don't see
 I'm traumatised
 From hearing all these lies
 That you speak
 I wish I could wash you out with bleach
 I wish I could wash
 If I could find a word that was worse than hate
 I would surely say it
 Right up to your face
 At the first chance that occurs
 I'm not a hateful person
 You brought out a different version
 I'm not who I was before
 I no longer hide behind curtains
 This is your fault, your blame
 You've gone insane
 I called your bluff, you called to say
 You don't think we'll make it
 But I called today, I'm not okay
 Eyeballs are drained
 I've lost my way
 Now you got me saying that-
 I'm not fine
 I'm caught between the lines
 That I don't see
 I don't see
 I'm traumatised
 From hearing all these lies
 That you speak
 I wish I could wash you out with bleach
 I wish I could wash you
 Dye my hair with bleach
 Wash my mouth out with bleach
 Bust my fuckin' lip
 Clean my shirt of blood out of bleach
 In the curse of love
 You're the one cursing my dreams
 I don't wanna wake up
 If you're not laying by me and
 Maybe I don't get you 'cause I don't get you
 The kind of miss you
 I kind of miss you
 Doesn't do justice and speaking of justice
 I'ma need your judgement to leave in adundance
 Even all you what-ifs
 Keep to a hush, let's try to be productive
 This is your fault, your blame
 I've gone insane
 I called your bluff, you called to say
 You don't think we'll make it
 But I called today, I'm not okay
 Eyeballs are drained
 I've lost my way
 Now you got me saying that-
 I'm not fine
 I'm caught between the lines
 That I don't see
 I don't see
 I'm traumatised
 From hearing all these lies
 That you speak
 I wish I could wash you out with bleach
 I wish I could wash