Calm. Died

April 16th, 2006
 Calm died
 Chris went crazy
 Awareness was along for the ride
 Time was behind the wheel
 Cussing up a storm
 Chopper was in the passenger seat
 His temper was gettin' warm
 I used to hate everyone
 Now I say fuck everyone
 They're either patronizers or liars
 Strapping me to the stake
 With their handshakes fueling the fire
 They like to smile, but they're all deceivers
 They'll promise company, then be the first to leave ya
 But along the way we've met a few believers, bless 'em all
 I promise you'll be on the guest list
 With front row seats on the bleachers
 You supported us
 Ever since we dedicated our lives to speakers
 I tried to be one, but kept blowing 'em out
 Plus, I couldn't hear what I was saying
 'Cause the monitors never work, so I'm sorry if I shout
 I'm not really mad, just pissed off
 We made a couple goals but still having trouble
 With crossing the checklist off
 I've seen bad knees, lung surgeries, and tour poverty
 But I don't give a fuck, I just cough it off
 You were right, we're underground 'cause we suck
 Five years later AwareNess and Time still not signed
 Or giving three fucks
 When is the non-existent Calm album coming out they say
 But before speaking for others ambitions
 Accomplish something for yourself that day
 They say it's all about getting drunk and smoking weed
 But I'm sick of watching people's nose bleed
 Lovers cheat, and girls waking up to find out about
 An unexpected pregnancy (baby, just cough it off)
 When they lost me, I found myself
 Now they wonder why I don't party anymore
 I got a party in my soul, it's called music
 I got an after party in my heart, it's called love
 Bring on the juice and cookies, I'm a write this next song in blood
 Let me eat now, 'cause I know the worms'll eat me later
 Go ahead and stab me at the next show
 You'll be doing our record sales a favor
 I don't really know what fame is, but I wouldn't mind being rich
 I respect women, a coward's the only thing I refer to as a bitch
 And I hate people who talk shit
 Then say they're just joking
 They're so full of it, I'm surprised their tonsils arent choking
 You're right, we're independent 'cause we're not good enough
 To be on a label
 But times have changed
 Instead of ripping up contracts
 I simply delete 'em in my e-mail
 I'm sick of battling everyone's cousin
 Every emcee thinks they're the best
 I used to think that too until I found out I wasn't
 Everyone else wants to put you in a category
 And tell you what's wrong with you
 But all I can say is shut the fuck up
 And let the song do what it do
 This is AwareNess, his soul speaks through beats and drums
 I go by Time the one who fights with his tongue
 And if we ever stop doing what we love
 Go ahead and pull the trigger twice on your gun
 This is for your Anti-Smiles
 Your depression and fear
 This is Calm, a pill in your ear
 Don't worry, we'll probably dissolve in a year
 'Cause calm died, calm died, calm died