A Helpful Imperfection

Good morning
 A thursday
 Cuz things don't really change
 Got my clothes on the floor
 So many issues not to name
 Maybe life will give me answers
 Maybe time will really change.
 Only hope is to press on to forgiveness from my shame
 Why can't I be the one who always stands up straight if it takes up all
 And why can't I be the one you want me to be?
 This imperfection is haunting me.
 Goodnight to the lifestyles that I used to call my own
 Don't need them again, just threw them out the door.
 Maybe life will give me answers. Maybe time will really change.
 Only hope is to press on to forgiveness from my shame
 Why can't I be the one who always stands up straight if it takes up all
 And why can't I be the one you want me to be?
 This imperfection is haunting me.
 Why can't I be the one who always ends up straight, never takes a fall
 One day I'll be the one you want me to be
 Oh, thank you for changing me. For changing me!