Life Is Hard Pt. 2

Yeah, yeah, yeah
 Yeah, yeah, yeah
 Lights drop down, look in my eyes
 I've been here before, like, too many times
 Ever since I was born, I run, I hide
 "Man, you seem a little torn"
 It's good, I'm fine
 I lie, stop, look 'em in the eye
 Look, I know you think you know me, but I'm not that guy
 I'm not that man, I'm not that dude
 Do you cry, go inside, wanna die? I do, I'm fine
 No, I'm not, wait, no, stay
 Wanna tell you what it's like inside all day
 Wanna let it out but don't wanna push you all away
 Wanna show you what I feel, all love no hate
 No, wait, wait, I know I'm not alone (I'm not alone)
 I know I'm not the first to feel unknown (feel unknown)
 I know I'm not the last, I know I need help
 But why love me if I don't love myself? Like
 I've been lying to myself (to myself, like)
 I feel like dying, I need help (I need help, I need help)
 So, I've been hiding from myself (from myself, from myself)
 But now I'm trying, can you help?
 I drop down to my knees now
 Don't tell me how to feel
 Secrets no one can find out
 Want to forever lie down
 Night sky looking down on me
 All alone, but I feel a crowd on me
 I feel it in my heart, yeah, deep in my chest
 And I'm standing so still but I feel out of breath
 Yeah, my mind's running, but I walk out at a slow pace (slow pace)
 Hate this feeling and I wish it'd go away (go away)
 I wish that it would leave, I wish that I was calm
 I got tears on my cheeks, man
 What the fuck is wrong? I'm gone
 Heartbeat going so fast
 Got me wishing I was numb, like I'm living in the past
 And i wanna go and run, but I can't do that
 Man, where did this come from? I'm so sad
 Overwhelming feelings in my chest
 I just want this fucking day to end
 "Go control your breathing" well i can't
 I just want this life to end
 I've been lying to myself (to myself, like)
 I feel like dying, I need help (I need help, I need help)
 So I've been hiding from myself
 But now I'm trying, can you help? (Can you help?)
 I drop down to my knees now
 Don't tell me how to feel
 Secrets no one can find out
 Want to forever lie down