there's no "brian" in team

Why do I always run away?
 Why do I always take the easy way?
 I won't go and do that again
 Gonna work hard, do my best
 I've got to tell you, the truth
 The time spent with you
 Is a waste of life
 Cause' I've had the biggest crush
 On you
 Ever since we first met
 If you think I'm a monster
 You're probably right
 I'm just a monster
 So run and hide
 Cause' I'm a dysfunctional mess
 And I cannot address the truth
 Yeah I was weak when you needed strong
 And I can't see where I belong
 Trying to make things better
 Trying to make things better for her
 I was wrong about you
 I was wrong all along
 Yeah I was wrong about you
 I was wrong all along
 And I just want you to know that I'm a fuck up
 And I realize that
 But you already know that I'm a fuck up
 And I realize that
 But I can't change
 I can't change
 I can't change
 I can't change