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Sometimes I be thinking
 Sometimes I don't be sleeping
 Sometimes the dark thoughts creep in,
 But every time the light conquers the demons
 The road of life
 How it twists and turns
 It builds you up,
 Then it returns to send you back
 Straight to reality
 Or is that just my mentality?
 Was raised not to be materialistic
 Been thought to think realistic
 That's why I can't resist this
 Artistic rhythmic
 It helps me vent this
 Narcissistic. Optimistic
 Opportunistic musician
 Characteristics of a simplistic
 Got so many interests
 Always asking for forgiveness
 Wonder if God ever listens
 He seems to handle his business
 Yeah
 He seems to handle his business
 Hope he gone deem me worthy of the way I been living
 I don't know where I'm going. If you'd care to show me
 I'd be so thankful. I'd be so thankful
 I'd be so thankful. I'd be so thankful
 I don't know where I'm going If you'd care to show me
 I'd be so grateful I'd be so thankful
 I'd be so grateful
 Oh you smoking good - good?
 Why you being negative?
 I swear that shit was made
 To be used as a sedative
 All you do is chief
 I ain't talking bout Executive
 Bro, Don't you know
 That you're killing your relatives?
 And it's proven scientifically
 They just threw a y-chromosomal
 In front of Adam
 And mitochondrial in front of Eve
 Look that shit up on Google
 Looking in the mirror
 Deep in my pupils
 Searching for approval
 To no avail
 They feel me,
 Like stroking brail
 Damn it! I'm choking! Hell!
 Won't finish my show and tell
 Dear God, please let me finish
 Please just let me finish
 Swear I won't be quiting cuz I'm in it to win it
 That's a promise
 In this world that's far from honest,
 That's a promise
 When I'm moving like Sonic,
 Help me stop
 And smell the bonnets.
 Love me no matter what
 That's what you promised
 I don't know where I'm going. If you'd care to show me
 I'd be so thankful. I'd be so thankful
 I'd be so thankful. I'd be so thankful
 I don't know where I'm going If you'd care to show me
 I'd be so grateful I'd be so thankful.
 I'd be so grateful
 I come from the future. I'm not a tutor
 Just here to express myself
 Something like a rooster
 Trying to spread the knowledge of the light to everyone else
 But they got their eyes closed
 And their hands over their ears
 And over the years,
 We been overflowing with fear
 Hearts pounding
 Trumpets sounding
 It's astounding
 How many years have we been howling
 For change?
 Nickels and pennies.
 Full of so many thoughts and knots,
 But I won't stop
 Till I'm winning. And that's a mother fucking promise.
 Monstrous conscience.
 Full of knowledge,
 Like the Magic Conch is.
 Confusion is the zeitgeist
 Raised in front of a TV yelling, "Ay Ay Captain!"
 Looking back like, "What happened to my passion?"
 Sometimes I wanna kick it with Sebastian
 Under the sea
 Where life is better under the weather
 We could handle the pressure
 If we did it together
 Tryna change yourself
 By changing your reflection,
 But your reflection
 Is merely a projection
 Of your eyes.
 You gotta change your life and soar high
 The Lord cries!
 The Lord cries!
 And the Lord always knows
 He's telling you yes
 And you're telling him no
 You're selling your soul