Liar (I Ain't Callin' You a Truther)

I'm tired of flinching when I'm in panic, I'm tired of backing out the door
 I intend to pick up what I came here for
 Perpetually lonely, I never needed you to be that cure
 I just wanna maintain that I stayed pure
 I only took my time and yours
 When you called me through corridors
 Oh God, It's painful
 I bet you'd find me more attractive unobtainable
 This kind of play is bullshit, unsustainable
 Pull off the band-aid and tell me to leave you alone
 I really don't mind
 You're only giving me a reason to commit a kind
 Of forced self-love that I could never seem to find
 Pull off the band-aid so I can make it on my own
 I oughta stop sharing my faults with a stranger for half the day
 Once they know how unhinged I am, they just wanna get far away
 At least I was transparent
 So phase me out for this week's model
 I bet he's as tall as he is shallow
 I bet he makes you all kinds of anxious
 Like I swore I never would
 If you call that a hobby
 You should really get that fixed
 'Cause I don't want to exist as a body
 I just want to exist