Bad Habit

I wanna be the best version there is of me
 I can be weak but it's rare that I let somebody see it
 Photo of me in your favorite shirt but I delete it
 See you on the street, turn my music up so I don't hear you
 I want you
 That rush that I get when I hold you
 But I always regret it
 I don't think I'm able to quit you again
 One night with your deadly touch burning my skin
 Still, I want you
 You're a bad habit
 And I smoke too much to let myself have him
 Rather hurt my lungs 'cause I won't feel that for a while
 And my heart breaks just when you smile, when you leave me
 So just leave me
 I wanted to stay but I knew I'd be there the whole day
 That look on your face, like you finally got your own way
 I quit you, I already miss you
 I want you
 That rush that I get when I hold you
 But I always regret it
 I don't think I'm able to quit you again
 One night with your deadly touch burning my skin
 Still I want you
 You're a bad habit
 And I smoke too much to let myself have him
 Rather hurt my lungs 'cause I won't feel that for a while
 And my heart breaks just when you smile, when you leave me
 So just leave me