26

I am not myself today
 Washed my legs and shaved my face
 Did my hair a different way
 I am not myself today
 I'm a phone in the mattress
 Keys in the door
 I'm the hair tie you dropped in the car on the floor
 I'm the stranger you're kissin'
 The thing that went missin'
 That no one is lookin' for
 Oh, I'm freakin' out
 Tryin' not to turn this car right around
 'Cause there ain't a feelin' I'm not tryna fix
 I'm not a grown-up, but I'm not a kid
 It hurts every time I'm reminded
 I'm not dyin'
 I'm just 26
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 I do not agree today
 I do not agree with the terms that I signed
 Rip up the documents, undot the line
 'Cause I do not agree today
 I'm a phone in the mattress
 Keys in the door
 I'm as lost as I was at 18 if not more
 I'm the stranger you're kissin'
 The thing that went missin'
 That I don't have time to look for
 Oh, I'm freakin' out
 Tryin' not to turn this car right around
 'Cause there ain't a feelin' I'm not tryna fix
 I'm not a grown-up, but I'm not a kid
 It hurts every time I'm reminded
 I'm not dyin'
 I'm just 26
 Maybe if I just called home
 More than two times a year
 Maybe if I stop needin'
 Every grocery cashier to fall deeply and madly in love with me
 Somethin' is probably, certainly wrong with me
 I just can't handle it stayin' the same
 But I am not willin' to change
 I am not willin' to change