Summer 2019

I'm here, gone out of my head in the back of the bar
 Still thinking 'bout what you said, front seat of my car
 We can't change, can't behave, out of night, out of line
 I feel like dying in this bar
 In the bathroom, I look at myself
 Can't see me without you 'cause you know me
 You know me so well
 At least that's what I've been telling myself
 When I should be sleeping, I'm trying to fall
 'Cause I get so scared, you don't know me at all
 Now we're here in your childhood house
 You're not hearing me out
 Hate that it has to be me always bringing us down
 You say that it's okay, we're gonna make it, everything works out
 I feel like dying in your house
 On your couch where we used to make out
 For hours and hours, we'd be fucking around
 Laughing out loud, but just look at us now
 We've never been further
 But you know me, you know me so well
 At least that's what I've been telling myself
 When I should be sleeping, I'm trying to fall
 'Cause I get so scared, you don't know me at all
 When you break it down
 You freeze up while I'm freaking out
 With all the clouds around
 It's never been clearer than now