Bad Again

I don't speak
 I've been quiet lately
 Haven't seen
 Friends in a while, they like
 To tell me
 I'll be alright but signs
 Are pointing
 It's getting bad again
 I've drained out all my energy
 Can't seem to find my inner peace
 I keep on tugging
 Try to convince myself I'll be better
 Just lying to myself
 It's just the changes in the weather
 I used to laugh at lots of things
 Now I'm always scrolling mindlessly
 'Cause nothing brings me joy
 It's such a shame, it's so confusing
 It sucks the life out of me
 Can't even hype up my music
 I don't speak
 I've been quiet lately
 Haven't seen
 Friends in a while, they like
 To tell me
 I'll be alright but signs
 Are pointing
 It's getting bad again
 I'm slacking every night of sleep
 Some days I get too sad to eat
 It takes a lot to fuel yourself
 And work well independent
 My tank is running low on gas
 Can't bother to refill it
 I hate to live my life this way
 I wish I could appreciate
 You don't know how badly I want to stop and smell the roses
 Unfortunately I've got some allergies
 I can't enjoy it
 I don't speak
 I've been quiet lately
 Haven't seen
 Friends in a while, they like
 To tell me
 I'll be alright but signs
 Are pointing
 It's getting bad again
 I'm trying
 To get over this
 I'm fighting
 I lost control of it
 I'm hiding
 From the hopelessness
 I'm sorry
 It's getting bad again
 No, no, no, no, no, no, no
 I don't speak
 I've been quietly lately
 Haven't seen
 Friends in awhile
 And I'm just lonely
 I can't deny the signs are pointing
 It's getting bad again
 I'm trying
 To get over this
 I'm fighting
 I lost control of it
 I'm hiding
 From the hopelessness
 I'm sorry
 It's getting bad again
 No, no, no, no, no
 It's getting bad again