Rethinking

i'd like to think that i don't care
 just push away my problems like there's no one there
 these days are long, to long to spend waiting
 for storms over a tragic end
 and this is how we'll meet embraced in misery
 searching for love in all this hurt
 it's the cold, cold world versus you and me
 i write just to forget nothing's the same
 you drink just to forget
 because you can't deal with the pain
 but you're not to blame, i know we're the same
 i used to think solutions were clear
 guided by a crowd that came and went with the years
 those days are gone but i'm still holding on
 trying to fight the world through a pen and a song
 there was a time (and it's coming back)
 where i'd look at someone like you
 and know we're the same (because we are the same)
 i'm through with the games...
 this world is fucked, but i'm still looking up
 i broke the rules and now i'm making amends
 with what they said and what it meant...
 what did it have to do with me anyway?
 i'm through with your lies
 i closed the door to another end...
 xsapox