Best Intentions

I've been, wondering how
 It's been years, oh yes three years now
 Since I have found, what I'm looking for
 Since I have found, what I was before
 Look at me now, I'm screaming
 I'm crying out while I'm leaving
 From guilted ambitions [?]
 Oh I have the best of intentions
 And now I can't stop shaking
 Because my will is breaking
 Fallen, to pieces, still I can't find the reason
 To get me out of this place
 Better off now in the worst ways
 Fallen, to pieces, maybe it's just what I needed
 To get out of my own way
 Better off now than the first place
 I've been, walking around,
 With my head stuck up in the clouds
 So sick and tired of being
 So sick and tired of this feeling
 Look at me now, I'm screaming
 I'm crying out while I'm dreaming
 I walk the ambitions [?]
 But I have the best of intentions
 And now I can't stop shaking
 Because my will is breaking
 Fallen, to pieces, still I can't find the reason
 To get me out of this place
 Better off now in the worst ways
 Fallen, to pieces, maybe it's just what I needed
 To get out of my own way
 Better off now than the first place
 If there's a rising in the fall
 Then why do I carry on
 I just can't seem to recall
 What I intended all along
 Fallen, to pieces, still I can't find the reason
 To get me out of this place
 Better off now in the worst ways
 Fallen, to pieces, still I can't find the reason
 To get me out of this place
 Better off now in the worst ways
 Fallen, to pieces, maybe it's just what I needed
 To get out of my own way
 Better off now than the first place
 Better off now in the worst ways
 Better off now than the first place