Already Crazy

Ain't the first time I got high off of summertime green eyes
 Ain't the first fight had me reckless down the highway
 Ain't the first to drive me wild, just the first one in a while
 Ain't the first "we're fine" until it all goes sideways
 It went right off the rails, took the wind out of my sails
 But oh well, oh well
 I was already crazy, already unglued
 You can't be that stupid to think it started with you
 I was already bitter, I was already sad
 No, it wasn't you leavin' that made me go mad
 You didn't break me, baby
 I was already crazy
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 Ain't the last time I'll show up drunk enough to throw a punch
 Ain't the last guy that I'll cry about in public
 And I can't live without you, but I wish I never had you
 I hate you, I love you, I hate you
 But I love you (I love you)
 I was already crazy, already unglued
 You can't be that stupid to think it started with you
 I was already bitter, I was already sad
 No, it wasn't you leavin' that made me go mad
 You didn't break me, baby
 I was already crazy for you
 I was already crazy, outta my mind
 But you're the first "if I don't have him, damn it, I'll die"
 I was already livin' like I had already crashed
 No, it wasn't you leavin' that made me go mad
 You didn't break me, baby
 I was already crazy
 Ooh, I was already crazy, hmm