i should just leave

You said that I could trust you
 When you knew how hard it was for me to love
 But you said that I could love you
 Guess I didn't know it wouldn't be enough
 Kept reaching your ego
 Just to show myself I could climb
 But it hurt this time
 You swore you would fix me
 You told me that I would be fine
 Now you're the reason I cry
 Maybe I should just leave California
 Let you and all your friends talk about me
 I'll go back to New York, so I can mourn us
 'Cause I want nothing more than to just leave
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 I know that I'm foolish
 For missing every flag you painted red
 And I get that I'm stupid
 For letting you make me feel like a mess
 Guess everyone fell for the lies that you told about me
 You're so fucking mean
 Driving me away to keep that broken slate of yours clean
 I guess I agree
 Maybe I should just leave California
 Let you and all your friends talk about me
 I'll go back to New York, so I can mourn us
 'Cause I want nothing more than to just leave
 Maybe I should let you have the suburbs
 And I'll pay for a cheap rent studio
 All that L.A. showed me is that love hurts
 So I'll do what I can to let it go