I Wasn't Ready For You

It's been a year since we broke up
 And half of it I wasn't sober
 Emotions bottled like a soda
 But I'm doing well so far
 They say I got the city on my shoulders
 But honestly I'm losing focus 'cause I used to know love
 But now I'm used to no love
 It's just meaningless sex, like hurry what's the hold up
 I remember the first time that we fucked with no glove
 I mean that shit was so risky we didn't act like grown ups
 But even though it was risky, I still think we showed trust
 We were one with each other then, when we spoke we spoke us
 But I became a loner, started neglecting your love
 Too many celebrity bitches were hanging on my scrotum
 And that shit went to my head
 I should have kissed you instead
 I started giving the side bitches your side of the bed
 That was shit so disrespectful and I didn't have an excuse
 I look myself in the mirror like dawg what happened to you?
 You told this woman you loved her and promised her joy
 She just needed a man, you behaved like a boy
 Manipulated her mind, baby I got you confused
 It's high time I admit, I wasn't ready for you
 I wasn't ready for you
 
 Eish, I wasn't ready for you
 
 I wasn't ready for you
 It was me, baby girl I wasn't ready for you
 Yeah, I always hear about you
 They tell me you doing well
 They say you bought a new house
 They say you got a new man
 I hope that he's a good man
 I hope he's not nothing like me
 I hope he won't have to suffer for my incompetency
 I hope that you learn to trust him despite the things that I did
 I know you saw through the lame excuses and all the lying
 They taught me never to chase women but rather finance
 Although there's truth in that statement, man I was misguided
 To think that women of no value only valued money
 And only valued diamonds
 But women are the diamonds
 But women are the diamonds
 But women are the diamonds
 But women are the diamonds
 But women are the diamonds
 We know we can't get a ride with bad baes while we choose
 To glorify all the bullshit that we put women through
 Manipulated your mind, baby I got you confused
 It's high time I admit, I wasn't ready for you
 I wasn't ready for you
 Damn, I wasn't ready for you
 Eish, I wasn't ready for you
 I wasn't ready for you
 I wasn't ready for you
 I wasn't ready
 It was me, baby girl I wasn't ready for you
 
 Bet she feels like how I knows you
 I just wasn't ready for you
 All this fame shit is for shit
 If I can't have you in my fortress
 We both turn pictures like a windmill
 It's all said and done, yeah the milk's spilt
 I admit it, I admit you be here still
 Had I kept it hun'ed had I been real
 Look at what you did now
 I'm so proud of how you lived now
 Got a man and copped a crib now
 Probably planning for a kid now
 You deserve it, always deserved it
 I was still learning, you were just perfect
 I liked her segment, I never earned it
 Girl was it worth it, worth it?
 I'm in the zone now
 Part of my zone now
 Still sucking I'm through now
 I can't blame it on youth
 I tell you the truth
 I wasn't ready for you, yeah
 You
 I wasn't ready for you, yeah
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