Sad Dance

Dry and dull
 Loosen up my bolts
 Nothings magical
 Steady climbing to break my bones
 Lose that happy tone
 Wait
 You dont want to lose your head and burn up all you did
 Its a weight on the eyes
 Theres new set of lies coming down running off your fingertips
 I keep it calm and come to grips now
 You just get carried away
 That icky feel i try to trip out
 Then ill just frown my face
 Hawking up my woes in phlegmy doubt
 Never spoke but i could use a savior
 Cut that sunlight god it bums me out
 Im just sad aint trying to meet a maker
 Dry and dull
 Over clovers and i aint never
 Seen no type of luck in one line words
 Steadily getting colder in age movin forward
 Maybe leave it alone cause its almost over
 By my self in the distance
 Letting out that lonely outcry
 Time lost too pessimistic
 It ain't a gimmick, know it better
 Feel free to chime
 Clawed out and losing these
 So called new world eyes
 Im at a loss lookin stupid and crossed that outcast line
 Acid burned the roof out from my mouth
 I've been binging on the fruits of labor
 Teeth like bad relations; falling out
 Scurvy kills and i need citrus flavors
 Manic depression going steady but i been trying to creep
 Nobodies helping and its eating me down to darker meat
 Heavily dreaming dont believe i can see a better me
 Choking on stolen hope and
 Open to find a hole to sleep
 Called out
 For the millionth time im fine
 They got; me red hand, dead to rights
 Keep me in lockdown
 Before they put me down on fire
 I've been in focus for too long and i caught time
 Rot out
 Go to hell, when you sink do you scream or something
 Im in the shell from the get go im im too gone lost my mind
 Let go
 If its all the same its gonna be a burden
 Of nothing its over im colder
 Blacked out, lost in light