Beautifully Shattered

Slowly it pours through my veins
 Charred mind, charred mind in mid stage
 Feel your scars, taste your pain, I'm trying to explain
 These thoughts, my faults and everything
 That gets caught never gets away
 My life will never, never be the same
 Fuck that, it's okay in my own misery
 Conjure up the pain to boost the memory
 I've been broken, torn down and rebuilt
 By me and no one else
 Fighting your constant input of ignorance so well
 Don't try and peg me, you'll never understand me
 These flaws you claim in vain
 Are the same reasons that damn you
 Fuck that, I'm okay in my own misery
 Conjure up the pain to boost the memory
 Kill to feel sane
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 Sitting, watching, wounded by my own hand
 Sudden scare, do compare
 Split feeling missed, meaning why?
 I know when it's going to be alright
 I've been here twice before
 I never wanted to take it this far
 I'm sorry it's over
 I'm sorry I tried
 I never wanted this way, I lied
 I'm now the possessed, the uninvited
 My scars have opened again, too far for me to hide it
 I've lost my drive
 My faith has faded
 There's no point to this life, I hate it