Moment Too Late

Wandering an endless garden
 Trespass inside thought of you often
 As we walk out in the open
 All I see is wasted time, would you be my [?]
 Try to be the one you want to
 Growing silent as we argue
 How many threads are left to undo?
 Oh, and I know you got one locked in a chamber, no way to get back
 I know when you look at me all you see is past
 Every time I'm moving forward you're lookin' back
 Just when I need you to be a moment too late
 Getting caught up in the meaning
 Losing track of what I'm seeing
 Be it on the lips I'm reading
 Oh, smoke fills the room, and it surrounds my [?]
 If I left my lips put open
 Would you see it as an omen?
 Or is it my lack of emotion
 Oh, that keeps me from unloading all that I want to bury inside?
 I try to feel it out
 As you fade out
 Don't want to talk about
 What's there in me down?
 I know when you look at me, all you see is past
 Every time I'm lookin forward you're looking back
 Just when I need you to be a moment too late
 You'll be a moment too late