Shooting Up, Breaking Down (feat. Jesse Sendejas)

Faces around me they keep rearranging
 And I'm always stuck in square one.
 I find myself waking, confused, my head aching
 And wondering 'what have I done'?
 Well, we're out, we're out, we're out again
 And in my sober mind I realize just how stupid I have been
 I spend the holidays alone, because they only make me sad
 My best friend is a six pack, my best friend is a six pack
 My girlfriend is a cigarette, she makes me so damn mad
 But even so, she always takes my breath away
 The lights are dimming, I'm in way over my head
 I'm so exhausted but I just don't feel I'm welcome in my bed
 Put fire to the phone book, and to everyone who's in it
 Small talk makes me nauseous and it's trivial at best
 I'm sad to say I feel like shooting up or breaking down
 I'm terrified and want to hide away
 I miss the days when we would speak in lullabies, this time
 I fear my troubles may be here to stay
 Yeah, may be here to stay
 How hard can I try? Goddamnit, time flies
 Even when you ain't having much fun
 Sleeping pills and whisky, cuz you wouldn't even miss me
 And I can't afford to get myself a gun
 I'm sad to say I feel like shooting up or breaking down
 I'm terrified and want to hide away
 I miss the days when we would speak in lullabies
 This time I fear my troubles may be here to stay
 Yeah, may be here to stay
 I'm sad to say I feel like shooting up or breaking down
 I'm terrified and want to hide away
 I miss the days when we would speak in lullabies, this time
 I fear my troubles may be here to stay