It's up to Me

You think you're clever
 More than ever, oh
 The situation
 Your explanation
 My hesitation has brought you
 Through
 Know that you've done wrong
 Got to be strong
 A split decision
 Change of condition
 Hard to be with you
 I walk alone
 I don't think you ever knew
 Who I was
 What I am
 And if you did, then maybe you just didn't care
 All I needed
 Was your love
 That is the one thing, that maybe you just wouldn't share
 I let you believe the choice is up to you
 When in actuality
 It's up to me
 Just because you say it doesn't make it true
 Conflict is a reality
 I let you believe the choice is up to you
 When in actuality
 It's up to me
 Just because you say it doesn't make it true
 Conflict is a reality
 Doing me wrong
 Doing me wrong
 Been doing me wrong
 Doing me wrong
 Oh, just because you say it doesn't make it right
 We both know, you've been caught coming in, in the middle of the night
 Oh, just because you say it doesn't make it fair
 Oh I'm tired, tired
 I'm tired of the games you've played
 And I'm tired, for a long time
 Of the words coming out of your face, hey
 You were lying
 (?)
 I don't think you ever knew
 Who I was
 What I am
 And if you did, then maybe you just didn't care
 All I needed
 Was your love
 That is the one thing, that maybe you just wouldn't share
 I let you believe the choice is up to you
 When in actuality
 It's up to me
 Just because you say it doesn't make it true
 Conflict is a reality
 I let you believe the choice is up to you
 When in actuality
 It's up to me
 Just because you say it doesn't make it true
 Conflict is a reality