Thirteen

Chalk, four square boards on the concrete
 Draw on our jeans with a sharpie, making dirty jokes
 Acting like we know what they mean
 Danny showed me his dad's gun
 And drank on the roof when I was thirteen
 And I sat and watched him playing "Call Of Duty"
 And I felt small
 I didn't know what to think
 I grew up and you didn't
 I guess that it's fucked up to feel like I'm winning
 Now you wanna catch up
 You gotta be fucking kidding
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 You asked if you could spend the night
 Every time your dad would get angry
 Four years older than me, that's a lifetime when you're thirteen
 You told me you paid somebody to fuck you
 I thought that's what everyone was doing
 You said it was whiny evеry time I put on music
 What did you want?
 What did you want with me?
 I grew up and you didn't
 I guеss that it's fucked up to feel like I'm winning
 Now you wanna catch up
 You gotta be fucking kidding
 Said things haven't been so great
 You spent a little time away here
 Hands were shaking from new medications
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 I grew up and you didn't
 I guess that it's fucked up to feel like I'm winning
 Now you wanna catch up
 You gotta be fucking kidding
 I grew up and you didn't
 I guess that it's fucked up to feel like I'm winning
 I'm so much bigger now
 Sorry, I'm busy this weekend