Found Myself Again

Take it back today
 Found myself again
 And I know something had to change
 I've turned the page
 This is the turning point for me to let it go
 Pitch black, my body's weightless
 I've tried, but I can't shake this
 This numbing feeling's left me gut sick and empty
 Although I strive for greatness
 My mind cannot escape this
 I can't combat the weakness, it's paralyzing me
 It's all in my head, it's all just a game
 I'm running in circles crazy
 Take it back today
 Found myself again
 And I know something had to change
 I've turned the page
 This is the turning point for me to let it go
 Enslaved and feeling helpless
 No cure to end the sickness
 And it's been haunting me since I can remember
 Do you know the darkness
 We've buried deep inside us?
 And have you worn the mask
 That we've all tried on before?
 It's all in my head, the voices they scream
 It won't end if I change nothing
 Take it back today
 Found myself again
 And I know something had to change
 I've turned the page
 This is the turning point for me to let it go
 With blackened eyes, we cannot see
 With feeble minds now, we can't break free
 With chemicals all on empty
 We're lost and helpless. So desperately
 We need this vice, a double dose to kill the pain
 With ill effect though, it still remains
 Against myself, I am my own worst enemy
 Just give me strength and recovery
 Take it back today
 Found myself again
 And I know something had to change
 I've turned the page
 This is the turning point for me, now I maintain
 This is the turning point for me to let it go