All My Clean Friends

I've gotta say I like it better
 Now that we don't talk
 Now that I can't remember
 Why we spent our time just dodging obstacles
 So let me, Yeah let me count up all the ways that I've been through
 All of the steps it takes me not to think of you
 And you'll find me catching fireworks out on my front porch
 I look my worst
 I need practice standing still
 Because I never really knew how to end a day
 And my mind doesn't know how to stay the same
 With all these realizations you'd think that I'd find a way to change
 Like when I first moved in I was smoking cigarettes my face to the window
 Three weeks later I'm in bed and I'm still,
 Yeah I'm still chained to all the drags that'll stop and fuck my health
 But I've never found anything that works so well
 And I've been living in a world of sharp, sharp pain
 We don't think too much but the rent gets paid
 I need practice standing still
 Because I never really knew how to end a day
 And my mind doesn't know how to stay the same
 With all these realizations you'd think that I'd find a way to change
 And you'll find me catching fireworks out on my front porch
 I look my worst
 I need practice standing still
 Because I never really knew how to end a day
 And my mind doesn't know how to stay the same
 Since all my clean friends moved away
 Since all my clean friends moved away
 I never found a way to change
 I never found a way to change
 Since all my clean friends moved away
 I never found a way to change
 Everything just stays the same