BALENCIES

Barack Obama, ha! Is that some kind of sauce?
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 That's Lido!
 Goddamn, I got Balencies in the bathroom
 I used to be feening for 'em, dreaming in the classroom
 Turned in my exam
 Right then I knew it'd be the last room for
 School I walk into for my potential getting past due
 Four years later, and my racks blue
 And my whole team is seeing green like "yo, she acts too!"
 Now people take, and in your face, say "I ain't ask you"
 But you been seeing how they live, so they ain't have to
 And the whole world is conversating 'bout your waist line
 And mental health days make you guilty, 'cause you waste time
 I'm fighting everybody demons, but can't face mine
 Baseline, use all that pain and anger and just make rhymes
 How I'm uplifting your whole life but still I hate mine?
 How I get rich but still get pissed about the money?
 Now everybody wanting me to wear a fake smile,
 How I'm supposed to fake a laugh when ain't shit funny?
 I'm running, but
 Goddamn, I got Balencies in the bathroom
 Dropping all this change, just gon' end up in the vacuum
 It was days I thought I need it
 But now accepting all the change got me defeated
 Ah
 Goddamn, I'm on my second pair
 One pair is out, one in the closet 'cause I left 'em there
 Remind me every single night spent writing raps ups in my closet
 I ain't sleep much, but it paid off 'cause it got me here
 I went to Europe, met a fan who lived in Paris
 I know it hit me, 'cause I started walking different
 For once in life, I spoke my mind, I'm not embarrassed
 So many stories, but my friends don't even listen
 The only girl who got my heart live in Miami
 I saw her smiling in my head, I started planning
 And listen, shit may change, but one day yeah I want a family
 Already got a puppy, now my child the first of many
 Got hella dreams, and as of late I steady see 'em
 I had some idols as a kid, whoever knew I'd be one?
 '09 stood in Atlanta
 Freezing cold at 4 am with my whole fam
 Just to audition for a role I knew I'd be in
 I didn't make it, but damn I made it
 2-0-1-9 the year I waited
 My mind been racing, getting closer, I can taste it
 Got a story but I don't know how to pace it
 This lightning in a bottle, I been ordering in cases
 I'm fucking wasted, but
 Goddamn, I got Balencies in the bathroom
 Starving for affection, someone meet me in the backroom
 I'm not insane, it's been a minute
 But if we talking 'bout a game, I know I'm 'bout to win it, yeah
 Goddamn, I got Balencies in the bathroom
 Goddamn, I got
 Goddamn, I got
 Goddamn, I got Balencies in the bathroom
 Goddamn, I got
 Goddamn, I got
 Goddamn, I got Balencies in the bathroom
 Goddamn, I got
 Goddamn, I got
 Goddamn, I got Balencies in the bathroom