Far from Home

Should I start locking all the doors?
 I'm not sure I know who I was anymore
 A wise man told me just love, is enough for a reason
 But I'm not sure I'd feel like that anymore
 Hang in there I'm not gonna lose it all tonight
 So I will try
 But I never thought I'd be here someday
 Never thought that water could ever make a swimmer drown
 I'm losing my way home
 Made me pathetically vulnerable, desperate for love
 So I never thought I'd be this far from home
 If lovin' hurts, I don't want it
 I'm too broken to keep on faking
 I'm too unsteady inside to hide it all
 Heaven knows I'm too odd to try to fit in
 So why don't you leave me here alone?
 Stuck between who I was and who I will be
 I think I'm losing my mind because
 I never thought I'd be here someday
 Never thought that water could ever make me drown
 I'm losing my way home
 Made me pathetically vulnerable, desperate for love
 So I never thought I'd be this far from home
 If lovin' hurts, I don't want it
 I don't want it no
 I don't want it no
 I don't want it no
 I never thought I'd be here someday
 Never thought that water could ever make me drown
 I'm losing my way home
 Made me pathetically vulnerable, desperate for love
 So I never thought I'd be this far from home
 If lovin' hurts, I don't want it