Never Cared

Im mentally screwed and fucked
 Inside beat up and tormented
 Treated wrong
 Always disrespected
 Emotions scattered everywhere
 Fake friends who act like their there
 But the mother fuckers dont even really care
 When i need there help they seem to vanish
 But when they need me its in a panic
 Fuck this shit its so dramatic
 Im just cocking back
 And letting every mother fucking asshole having that
 Thee only ones that actually have your back
 Is yourself homeboy
 Its a proovin fact
 Everytime i gave trust
 I was loosing that
 Everytime i climbed up
 I was falling back
 Untill i rode up on my own
 I was there for you
 Everytime you needed me
 But when i needed you
 I can't find you anywhere
 I was always kind
 But you seemed to never care
 You just seemed to never care
 I was there for you
 Everytime you needed me
 But when i needed help
 I can't find you anywhere
 I was always kind
 But you seem to never care
 You just seemed to never care
 I found out that its only me
 Thats gonna get me
 Where i really wanna be
 You can't except on nobody else
 Nobodys gonna really give you help
 If you wanna get the job done
 Gotta do it by yourself
 Alot of my friends
 Tried to take my belt
 Take my credit
 For what ive built
 Hell na
 You better think twice
 I been over-thrown
 My hole dam life
 Thrown against the wall
 Like a game of dice
 Ive done it all
 Just to be nice
 But than i get used and rode like a bike
 Fighting these demons
 All day and night
 Doing what i can
 Just to see the light
 Praying to the lord
 Hoping i do right
 Hoping i do right
 I dont know what i
 Been thinking lately
 But i been feeling
 So low lately
 I just wanna roll one
 I just wanna smoke one
 I just wanna drink one
 I just wanna pop a couple pills
 I was there for you
 Everytime you needed me
 But when i needed you
 I can't find you anywhere
 I was always kind
 But you seemed to never care
 You just seemed to never care
 I was there for you
 Everytime you needed me
 But when i needed help
 I can't find you anywhere
 I was always kind
 But you seem to never care
 You just seemed to never care